They would have fucking killed me. Don't you get it? My mother had been trying to fucking remove the children and she ended up dead. it wouldn't have matter, if my father had tried to remove me, they would have killed me too.

[She was entirely tense now, her entire body twitching and aching with the need to do violence. Her hands reached for the gun that had so long rested at the base of her spine, but it hadn't been there for a long time.]

My father didn't chose what happened to Tommy, all right? He wouldn't have done that to me. The order came from someone else.]