[Paddy stared at her for a minute, thinking about this, and what Uhura had done to him, and how that he resented her still for it. Even though he could talk to her and look out for her, he still resented her for it.]

I'd have fucking killed Uhura once. If she didn't have that stun gun, I'd have beaten her to fucking death and she knew it. She was still there when I came around. They don't ever fucking stop.

Not that it makes it okay. It's fucking awful. But you can't make 'em quit, even with violence.

[He took a heavy breath inwards, not really having meant to go into that.]