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A crack in the mirror.

Does anyone else have a weird sense of waiting for something?

[Private to Paddy and Judas, separate-like]

Doing better?

[Private to Aleera]

I wanna talk to you about something?

[Private to Denise.]

So what the hell do I need to do to graduate?

[Private to Jarod-voice.]

Are you alive, wonderboy?

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I'd shoot him.

Yeah, that's what you gotta work on.

It's a perfectly logical thing to do! Haven't you heard "Janey's got a gun?"

I get why you wanna kill the guy, but it would sorta set you right back to square one. You can't graduate just to make it pointless.

It does not put me back at square one. It's not vengeance, it's justice.

Nah, it's vengeance. I think kiddy molesters deserve to have their balls chopped off at the very least, but I've never claimed to be any kind of role model, let alone a 'good' one. In fact I like to think I give off a strong "do as I say, not as I do" vibe.

Justice would technically involve giving the guy some kind of trial, whether he deserves that chance or not, and that isn't gonna happen even if you go public with it. There's a statute of limitations on everything but murder.

Well, considering someone from the Centre was involved in Thomas's murder and four people were killed to cover it up there'd be no other way to go about getting justice for what he's done. For all the lives he's destroyed and all the lives he'd keep destroying unless we'd stop him.

Yeahhhh, no. Just because he plays god doesn't mean you get to. Expose him if you want, take him the fuck down but don't play vigilante. You'd be getting right back into the same old game, even if you decide to go against him.

Exposing him isn't going to do a damn thing. The Centre needs to come down.

This isn't just about they did to Thomas, and it isn't just what they did to everyone else they've fucked over. It's mostly about what your father did to you and THAT'S why murder is suddenly an option. Even after Thomas got killed, you painted your dad as a saint. You still blamed what happened to your mom on Jarod, even though he was a little kid AND a victim. This is your rage from remembering how your dad abused you talking, and you're totally right in feeling it, but you have to actually move on before you can move on from here.

For now, chill the fuck out and take your time dealing with this, because this isn't something you wanna half-ass. If you're really that hung up on justice being served, you'll find a better way to do it, LATER. Work on yourself first.

I'm going to do it later. I'm going to make my fucking deal to give Tommy back his life, then I'm going to go back and help Jarod take this shit down.

See? There ya go. You've got some priorities in order already. Just come to terms with what your father did to you and move past it, and you'll probably be set.

What's it gonna take for that to happen, anyway?

I don't fucking know.

Yeah? You and me both.

This is bullshit, it's what needs to be done.

You don't really get to decide that. Kinda one of the points I was trying to make, Parker.

So what the hell is the point of making me see how bad the error of my fucking ways was if I can't go back and fix it?

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