yourunichase: (ugly anger)
Miss Parker ([personal profile] yourunichase) wrote2011-03-15 11:34 am

Oh so pissed off.

You know what? Fuck him. I'm not sorry. I was going to apologize and admit that I'd lost my fucking temper and try to explain why, but then I fucking see that he's stirring shit against me in a filter that I can't see.

Neil Howie was deliberately fucking provoking me into a fight. He called into question my being a warden even before this little tiff. He accused me and every fucking graduated warden of being corrupt, a criminal and a fucking being bad at doing their job. He accused us of being fucking wrong for our inmates.

He can go fuck himself. He was intentionally attempting to get me to snap when all I wanted to fucking do was talk to him about some of the shit that was going on.

And every fucking warden who shares his opinion of the fucking redemption process can fucking get the hell out of here too.

[Filtered to Graduated wardens.]

This is bullshit. He called us, all of us criminals, corrupt and said that he didn't fucking believe in redemption. Keep on your fucking guard around him. From everything he fucking said it sounds like his opinion wasn't exactly in the god damn minority. I gotta admit that I've felt like it before, but Howie'd fucking told me that he trusted us more than other wardens. Yeah, and apparently it's all bullshit.

He's nothing but a fucking liar. Also, he used details about my fucking file he shouldn't have. And details about your files too.

[Filtered to inmates]

This is what you have to look forward to. Congratulations. So much for the wardens believing in us, huh? Be wary, he had details from the files of myself and other inmates that he fucking shouldn't.

[Private to Aleera]
I want to talk to you.

Re: Private

[identity profile] christ-onabike.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe that's how he wants it to look. But think about it - they wouldn't let us be in charge of their fucking food, or Snape hand out potions, or any of that shit, if they didn't trust us.

I wanna know how he got info on me. What did he say? Uhura wouldn't have fucking told him, and neither would have Laura.

Re: Private

[identity profile] christ-onabike.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
...Because I fudged it, Parker. I lied to get around the system.

Parker, we're in charge of the fucking knives.

Drugs. Did he mention what drugs? Because... I offer to help folks with addiction, even a dumb shit copper should be able to put that one together, but if he knew the fucking... Tell me what he said, or I'm going to scoop his eyeballs out with a blunt spoon.

Re: Private

[identity profile] christ-onabike.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
And I'm telling you. He's a tosser, everyone else is okay.

...the snooping bloody bastard.

Re: Private

[identity profile] christ-onabike.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Eames, Howie... c'mon, who else, Parker?

Re: Private

[identity profile] christ-onabike.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Well that's also bullshit. He's just their precious white hat who can't do anything wrong, y'know. A fucking copper through and through.

Let's just find a way to chill out and not prove him and his asshole friends right.

Re: Private

[identity profile] christ-onabike.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Love, I wouldn't want to let you near the knives.

I shall bring you dinner and stories of how Howie took his bacon 'n' spit dinner.

Re: Private

[identity profile] christ-onabike.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I just meant chopping whilst angry is how you lose a finger.

I love you too, Parker.