Oh so pissed off.

[yourunichase]

You know what? Fuck him. I'm not sorry. I was going to apologize and admit that I'd lost my fucking temper and try to explain why, but then I fucking see that he's stirring shit against me in a filter that I can't see.

Neil Howie was deliberately fucking provoking me into a fight. He called into question my being a warden even before this little tiff. He accused me and every fucking graduated warden of being corrupt, a criminal and a fucking being bad at doing their job. He accused us of being fucking wrong for our inmates.

He can go fuck himself. He was intentionally attempting to get me to snap when all I wanted to fucking do was talk to him about some of the shit that was going on.

And every fucking warden who shares his opinion of the fucking redemption process can fucking get the hell out of here too.

[Filtered to Graduated wardens.]

This is bullshit. He called us, all of us criminals, corrupt and said that he didn't fucking believe in redemption. Keep on your fucking guard around him. From everything he fucking said it sounds like his opinion wasn't exactly in the god damn minority. I gotta admit that I've felt like it before, but Howie'd fucking told me that he trusted us more than other wardens. Yeah, and apparently it's all bullshit.

He's nothing but a fucking liar. Also, he used details about my fucking file he shouldn't have. And details about your files too.

[Filtered to inmates]

This is what you have to look forward to. Congratulations. So much for the wardens believing in us, huh? Be wary, he had details from the files of myself and other inmates that he fucking shouldn't.

[Private to Aleera]
I want to talk to you.

Comments

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[christ-onabike.livejournal.com]

... fucking cunt. I ain't saying it lightly. Fucking cunt.

If they take your fucking gun, you can have one of mine. No problem.

But Uhura wouldn't have given him that fucking shit.

And doesn't believe in redemption? I hate fucking hypocrites. Never trust a Jock. Or a Protestant.

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[yourunichase]

This is fucking bullshit. Then you know Howie'd just talk more shit about how we're fucking criminals.

[kingfor-aday.livejournal.com]

That was not inten...

You know, I'm not getting into this.

[yourunichase]

Hey Howie. Fuck you.

Filter to Graduated Wardens

[subtlescience]

My life is an open book. Literally.

I see no reason to involve myself in your squabbles.

Filter to Graduated Wardens

[yourunichase]

Good for you. Here's hoping you don't get caught in the fucking crossfire, magic user.

[whattheytellyou.livejournal.com]

I say this as a friend: I think you should take a step back and calm down before you give him more ammunition.

Private.

[yourunichase]

As a friend do you think it's fine he's running his mouth all over that fucking filter of his?

[most_feared]

You told me that this is a bad month for you, Parker. He shouldn't have said what he said to you, and I don't agree with it.

But you're not behaving rationally or professionally. I'm going to hold a vote later among the wardens concerning both parties involved about a few days of down time.

[yourunichase]

Yeah, and the blame is all on me because I'm the redeemed one, huh? How lucky for me. Hold your fucking vote. Hold it fucking today. I don't care, it's pretty clear that Howie's got that shit rigged against former inmates, and always fucking has.

[shortsghtedlove.livejournal.com]

...He said that about all the graduated Wardens? [What? It's just an innocent question. He's totally not thinking on how to kill Howie, never.]

Private.

[yourunichase]

Yep.

[with_discipline]

Sergeant Howie doesn't seem to be himself lately.

[Neither do you. :\]

[yourunichase]

I don't give a shit.

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[expectremorse.livejournal.com]

[Hoffman finds this whole situation hilarious. Not that he's going to say anything but his expression screams "ahaha told you so."]

That wussy prick? [He doesn't like Howie. He pointed out all his failings] Word to the wise, the wuss cops are the ones who bring the system down.

Also, I feel so much more reassured that I want to get out of here and resume a productive life. [He might be bitter. Fuck it] This kind of shit is why I was dissatisfied with the fucking police force.

[GIBSON. but y'know, Parker doesn't know that.]

[Video]

[yourunichase]

Yeah, good fucking luck with that.

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[symbiotastic.livejournal.com]

He had details? Uh... From whose files, exactly. [NERVOUS GRIN. No warden, so he has no idea if he has a file floating out there.] I'm just curious is all. Seems like a real breach in confidentiality.

Inmate/Parker Filter

[yourunichase]

I don't know. He knew shit from mine, he knew shit from my boyfriends... and he knew shit about the other graduated wardens. Shit from when we were inmates.

But you bet your ass it's a real breach.

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[actuallyagolem.livejournal.com]

What the fuck is all this, Parker?

Private

[yourunichase]

Howie started some fucking shit with me, and he was trying to get me to pull my fucking gun on him.

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[young-idealist.livejournal.com]

Mlle. Parker, he isn't the first to say these things, I don't think. Not everyone agrees with him. You know that don't you?

[private][hand-written]

[yourunichase]

Who else has been talking shit about me?

Inmates

[cauchemal]

What details? Whose files?

[BRB, flipping her shit now.]

Inmates

[yourunichase]

Mine and other graduated wardens for sure. I don't know about current inmates, but it wouldn't fucking surprise me.

Inmate/Parker

[lazarusrisen.livejournal.com]

Well hoo-fucking-ray.

The question is, what can we do about it?

Inmate/Parker

[yourunichase]

I don't fucking know, Adam, but it's pissing me the fuck off. Those files were meant to be fucking private.

Maybe talk to your warden. Or prior wardens.

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[rass-bestie.livejournal.com]

[Outright doesn't believe the files thing. He 'dramatically' holds his hands to his chest and fakes a heartsattack, ending up on the floor out of view. Come on, how often does he get to be melodramatic any more? A Founder has needs! He pops back up.] I don't care. About Howie's opinion nor that of any one who would possibly agree with him.

Pulling a gun on him is somewhat overdramatic.

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[yourunichase]

Look, Omega, if you don't care then shut the fuck up.

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[so-meretricious.livejournal.com]

I'm quite surprised that you did not pull the trigger.

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[yourunichase]

He would have deserved it if I had.

[Inmate Filter]

[counturfingers.livejournal.com]

I don't get it. How could he?

[Inmate Filter]

[yourunichase]

I don't know either, but he did.

Inmate Filter + Parker

[everylittlegirl]

Howie wouldn't provoke someone into a fight. I mean, I'm not saying you're lying, but what if the flood is still going on or something? Maybe it's an exaggeration of secrets or fears or something?

Inmate Filter + Parker

[yourunichase]

Hayley, I used to like and respect Howie. I thought he was an asshole sometimes, but the shit he did was over the line. I was trying to just talk to him about the shit he said in Eames's journal, and he blew up at me.

You can ask Angelica Sexby, she was fucking there.

getting her ambassador on

[strangehistorian]

Ms Parker, could I trouble you to go over your version of the story in more detail from the beginning?

getting her ambassador on

[yourunichase]

Miss Parker. And I've already told it fucking twelve hundred times. I wanted to talk to Howie about what he'd said in Eames's journal. I found him after lunch in the common room where he was watching TV. I told him I wanted to talk to him and he fucking started shit about first, my swearing and then my 'criminal abilities' and my abilities to be a fucking warden.

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[buywithme.livejournal.com]

[Oh what? That is crossing a line...]

He has details from my file? No, that's... Sam wouldn't!

[...]

[...]

[...]

[And yet...]

What did he know about me? He didn't... he didn't say anything about the packaging division, did he?

I'm sorry. He's wrong. If we didn't believe that we were changed by this place, then we wouldn't stay. He just can't understand that because he's... he's...

[Prefect sounds like he's going to say something really mean, then tones it right down. His voice still sounds tense though.]

He's under a lot of stress.

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[yourunichase]

He accused us of doing it so we escape punishment at home, Prefect. Life fucking sentences.

He's lost his mind and he was trying to get me to shoot him. He even fucking told me that's how I solved my problems.

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[veni-vidi-valui.livejournal.com]

Which 'inmates'?

Private:

[yourunichase]

It was a five minute fight; he didn't hit everyone, but he definitely knew shit about me, and he knew shit about people I care about.

Private:

[vampish_aleera]

This news does not sit well with me... I am not disheartened that you sought to teach him a lesson.

Private:

[yourunichase]

Yeah, he mentioned you pretty specifically, Aleera. It's one of the things that pissed me the fuck off.

[captain-jtkirk.livejournal.com]

Remember what we said about the swearing?

[yourunichase]

You didn't say shit, asshole. Howie talked, you looked on like the little bitch you are.