yourunichase: (ugly anger)
Miss Parker ([personal profile] yourunichase) wrote2011-03-15 11:34 am

Oh so pissed off.

You know what? Fuck him. I'm not sorry. I was going to apologize and admit that I'd lost my fucking temper and try to explain why, but then I fucking see that he's stirring shit against me in a filter that I can't see.

Neil Howie was deliberately fucking provoking me into a fight. He called into question my being a warden even before this little tiff. He accused me and every fucking graduated warden of being corrupt, a criminal and a fucking being bad at doing their job. He accused us of being fucking wrong for our inmates.

He can go fuck himself. He was intentionally attempting to get me to snap when all I wanted to fucking do was talk to him about some of the shit that was going on.

And every fucking warden who shares his opinion of the fucking redemption process can fucking get the hell out of here too.

[Filtered to Graduated wardens.]

This is bullshit. He called us, all of us criminals, corrupt and said that he didn't fucking believe in redemption. Keep on your fucking guard around him. From everything he fucking said it sounds like his opinion wasn't exactly in the god damn minority. I gotta admit that I've felt like it before, but Howie'd fucking told me that he trusted us more than other wardens. Yeah, and apparently it's all bullshit.

He's nothing but a fucking liar. Also, he used details about my fucking file he shouldn't have. And details about your files too.

[Filtered to inmates]

This is what you have to look forward to. Congratulations. So much for the wardens believing in us, huh? Be wary, he had details from the files of myself and other inmates that he fucking shouldn't.

[Private to Aleera]
I want to talk to you.

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[identity profile] actuallyagolem.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Congrats, Parker, now he's freaked out.] But he knows I killed people who had it coming. He knows I was a soldier. What the fuck did he have to gain by saying those things?

Just don't beat his face in, Parker. Sveta wouldn't like that.

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[identity profile] actuallyagolem.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
He's just stressed out or something. That's all. Yeah. You both need to stay the fuck away from each other for a while.

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[identity profile] actuallyagolem.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Keep trying. For all of us. Someone will set him straight, don't worry.

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[identity profile] actuallyagolem.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, no you fucking won't, Parker. You didn't do anything wrong. Make sure it stays that way and nobody can touch you.

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[identity profile] actuallyagolem.livejournal.com 2011-03-15 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
There are just as many people on your side too, or who haven't taken any side at all.

You won't get demoted. You didn't do anything wrong.

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[identity profile] actuallyagolem.livejournal.com 2011-03-16 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
He wouldn't. We're fine.

Besides, he doesn't scare me.